Looking Forward To 2011

Come on 2011! Let's get this year over with. 2010 was OK, nothing to really get excited about. Am eagerly awaiting for the new year and hoping. Always hoping. If it weren't for hope I wouldn't have anything. I havn't closed the doors entirely. but I am looking for new ones to open. Slowly I'm getting myself out of my rut. Some days are better than others. Am perpetually searching for that ultimate balance with everything - liffe, love, God, the world, my self, my children, family, friends, Amy, the list goes on. I look forward to the future with a postive attitude and maybe I learned something from my past. I don't know. Just trying to be here now and look forward and hope.