Most Recent Rants and Ravings

Here it is the middle of July and still no resolution in my divorce. It's been seven months and still no end, this is riduculous! How long does it take? What's the legal bill going to look like? What about my personal state of mind and spirit? What do I have to do to get a little fire under lawyer's ass?
The homefront sucks too with litlle if any money, I'm giving away almost half my check in child support and spousal support. Thank God my pleasures are simple. Wish I had a place of my own to take care of my daughters and myself but that's one of the reasons I stayed mearried for so long; because I couldn't have a place of my own with my girls.
Living with housemates sucks big time. Living with Amy is easy. Her way and mine are very much alike. My housemates are another story. Fortunately for them I love everyone. I just don't like rotting in front of a tv all the time ( like my soon to be ex wife), griping (like my soon to be ex), stress eating ( must change my eating habits!). I live with the people I work with and I keep telling Amy we have to get out and meet new people. Living like a hermit is fine and dandy, I've been doing it for years, but we must get out more.
Started up the taekwondo thing late last month again, it's almost as if I had not ever left. They're good people. The first few return sessions are the hardest. I'm out of practice, but my attitude is good and healthy. Lots of changes on that front also, new people, instructor changes and such. Change is good.
Am trying to get around on the bicycle more and trying to stretch out more and reconnect with family and church. Some days I don't know where to start. Some days seem like way to much to deal with except for just going to work and such. My eating habits suck, my sleep cycles are all off, I'm just a perpetual work in progress. havn't written poetry for a while either. Have the itch but am just scratching it. Must scratch harder!